Sometimes I forget...

SOMETIMES I FORGET..

That it's us versus them

The poor

The week

The minority

The underprivileged 

The less

The silenced

The looked over

The abused

The Steven Avery case does not allow me to forget just how powerful the Government, Police and the powers that be can be especially when they want to make an example out of you. It's an alarming reminder of how of how enormous the privilege is. To take advantage of poor people, minorities and force them into fear and intimidation is deplorable. The Steven Avery trail is a constant reminder of how powerful the elite is. 

What moves you?

First blog in a long time but I have my reasons. Instead of drowning you with excuses let us just get right to it.


I was feeling froggy so I jumped and needed to get this off of my chest.

I have somewhat of a fetish or a passionate drive for fairness and justice. Today I finally watched the first three episodes of #MakingAMurderer and I just was flabbergasted with the neglectful practice of the law. To anyone who has watched this Netflix series you get a glimps into a man who was wrongfully imprisoned for a crime he did not commit. And the police of Manitowoc, Wisconsin seemed HELL BENT  on destroying Steven Avery's life. There is literally no subsistence or evidence to imprison this man yet they found a way to do so.

What is even more astonishing is that there seems to be no accountability whatsoever for the corruption over the people who are supposed to be the fabric of our society. Or so they say. Steven Avery diligently waited for his freedom and stuck to his guns by not admitting guilt to anything even if it ment less time for him or a chance to breath air from the outside of prison for 18 years. 

I'm at a loss for words as to how people are allowed to frame someone for something they did not do. Who do we call when something bad is being done by the people doing it? How do we restore trust in authority of there is no accountability of honesty? 

Girl Kills Herself To See Her Daddy Again

THIS IS ONE OF THE PROBLEMS WITH RELIGION
SUCH A SAD STORY

Confessions of a sexual sadist

People, PLEASE
PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN

What is wrong with people?

Just a small rant to vent

What is wrong with us as people? As a nation, as a whole? All this stuff happening in the world right now, and some of my peers still manage to remain undaunted by the diabolical world around them!
It astonishes me what we as human beings have been capable of doing to each other since the beginning of time. Just recently an eight year old girl died on her wedding night...

HER WEDDING NIGHT!

She bled to death while her HUSBAND tried to have sex with her. What the fuck are people thinking? Her parents, the adults? What kind of person is sadistic enough to have sex with a child? A CHILD!  I am at such a loss for words that at times I feel so hopeless. Like..fuck it. Forget it. What is going on with Human Rights? In Turkey a protestor was killed by the police. Again, what goes through someones head when you try to take their life? What the hell are you thinking? What is it that makes us think this is ok? In Syria the people including children, have been plagued with chemical warfare and unspeakable atrocities. 

Maybe we are wired to be cruel.

Maybe war is the answer

Maybe, this world is just a fucked up place to be

Humans, you disappoint me 

The Wipeout

Loggers in the amazonian forest in Brazil had the absolute NERVE!!, to threaten government officials because the government came to take the illegal machinery from the illegal loggers.

So let me get this strait,

1. You illegally come to a territory to destroy the crop, fields, and kill the people

2. Threaten the very people who can put you in jail because they came to seize your material

3. Then get mad and continue to illegally destroy land that does not belong to you??

Let me remind people how important the amazon rain forest is. It is the LARGEST RAIN FOREST ON PLANET EARTH. The second largest is the Congo Basin. And the Third largest is Indonesian Archipelago. One fifth of the worlds

Between May 2000 and August 2006, Brazil lost nearly 150,000 square kilometers of forest—an

area larger than Greece—and since 1970, over 600,000 square kilometers (232,000 square miles) of Amazon rainforest have been destroyed.plants and birds come from the amazonian rain forest. According to mongabay.com:

Indigenous people only want to live in harmony with the forest who have provided shelter, food for them and their ancestors. How would you feel if someone came into your home, decided to take property that you worked so hard to provide for your fam

ily and destroyed it? Or worse, killed you and your children because you refused to leave your home. Well this is what is happening to people/tribes living in the amazon and around it. Not only that, but some activist who fight for the rights of our brothers and sisters have also been murdered. I blogged about a girl who was tied to a tree and burned alive while the loggers laughed. How sick in the head?

The devastation of the tribes who are fighting for their land is describable. The anguish that they deal with on a day to day basis is pure torture in my eyes. I don't understand what this world is coming to. I really don't. How does a government get away with such atrocities? Is money that important? The violence that these children deal with being murdered or watching family members being murdered only because they are protecting what belongs to them is a crime. And we really need to step out of our daily comfort zones and fight for people who are being silenced and even worse, KILLED. We need to raise our voices for those who are facing injustices everyday. Because if it was you and I, im sure you would want someone to stand up for you.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-latin-america-13592989

http://www.mongabay.com/brazil.html

I REALLY LOVE THIS POSTER. IT SAYS PARA! WHICH MEANS STOP!

CHILDREN ARE IN DANGER!

WOW WOW WOW

Hello everyone! Its been forever and a week since I have posted up a new blog. I was busy being lazy. Not really just didn't feel like writing about certain issues because they make me mad. But today I wanted to rant about something that makes me absolutely furious and so upset I can scream. Daughters being married off to disgusting, older, pedophile, extremist, sick, immoral men. AND IN EXCHANGE FOR WHAT? What can a 47 year old man do with an 8 year old child? Lets review.

The girl's (eight yr old) father sold her off to some idiot because he needed his debts paid off. Somehow the mother of the daughter lost custody for no apparent good reason. so she hired a lawyer to help get her daughters marriage annulled. BUT THE GRACIOUS JUDGE WONT DO IT. someone tell me why would someone with a human heart not be in favor of releasing a child from such a sadistic grip?!

I do want to write more in this topic but i will just bust my computer keyboard with rage. I will post a link:

Tyler Clementi

outrageous! completely outrageous!

they found Tyler Clementi's body floating in the Hudson River here in New York City Thursday. Tyler committed suicide when he found out that his idiot roommates posted a video of him having sexual intercourse with another male. I DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS WHO YOU ARE, WHAT COLOR YOU LIKE LIKE OR WHAT COLOR YOU WANNA LOOK LIKE, IF YOU BLEAVE IN BUDDHA,ALLAH,TWINKIES,GOD,JESUS,GHANDIS GLASSES,MOTHER THERESA OR SATAN HIMSELF. I DON'T CARE WHAT LANGUAGE YOU SPEAK, WHAT LANGUAGE YOU WANNA SPEAK, WHAT LANGUAGE YOU DON'T SPEAK, CREED, CHARACTER, CAREER, BACKGROUND, ETHNICITY'S, CLASS, INCOME, WHERE YOU GRADUATED OR WHICH HAND YOU WRITE WITH.

RESPECT..RESPECT..RESPECT THOSE WHO ARE DIFFERENT FROM YOU! What happened to Tyler is horrible. For a man to feel so trapped, so upset, whatever he was feeling is just horrible. And all because two people had the smartest idea to post something online to the whole world as a joke? Are you kidding me? Dharun Ravi, 18, and Molly Wei, 18 i hope you booth are proud of yourself. I hope you feel good for the rest of your life. I hope that your choices impact you forever. And that you pay. No one should ever have to suffer because of what they like, or prefer. I don't give a damn who you are. That should never happen to anyone! I dint have to agree or disagree with gays or lesbians..but i do have to respect them. I don't have to get along with them. They are humans just like us! They deserve respect! This is not what Tyler had. He had no respect from the pigs who did this to him. Tyler I am so sorry. I'm so so sorry. This blog is for you.

RIP TYLER

de·pres·sion

de·pres·sion: the act of depressing.
2. the state of being depressed.
3. a depressed or sunken place or part; an area lower than the surrounding surface.
4. sadness; gloom; dejection.
5. Psychiatry . a condition of general emotional dejection and withdrawal; sadness greater and more prolonged than that warranted by any objective reason. Compare clinical depression.



I'm going to take a risk today and blog about myself. I'm reluctant to be transparent about my feeling because I'm scared. I'm scared of a lot of things. I think this will surprise the many people who thought they new me. There are a lot of things I hide. I'll share some of them.

Only few people know I suffer from depression. I'm currently on anti depressants for it..but I have mixed feelings about it. It wasn't really until I was "diagnosed" with depression that I honestly started to come to terms with how traumatic my life has been. I was strongly advised to try medication. I refused for a while because people told me that I was selfish for even "feeling" depressed. That I should keep my issues to myself. SNAP OUT OF IT! (MY FAVORITE ONE) oh there's nothing wrong with you! Your just young! I started feeling guilty for taking my medication because I was more afraid of what people would say or think. Everyone has an opinion on I should feel.

But no one understands some of the things I've been hiding.
Today I honestly feel horrible. I feel hopeless. I feel extinct Extinguished fat useless rushed. Just coming up with the words to try to xplain how hurt I feel is exasperating. A lot of people say "don't say that! Why would you say that about yourself?" Because its the truth. Who can you trust nowadays with your feelings without being judged or made fun of? Who cares about your feelings at that?

I'm tired of the religious advice to. I don't have enough faith so I'm depressed? Oh really. Interesting because the last time I looked in the dictionary and looked up depressed it didn't say: lack of faith in God.
Some people just don't know to to keep their thoughtless opinions to themselves. (Sigh) I dunno...maybe this will pass. I'm not sure why I'm writing about this. I just figured that I can remind myself I'm not crazy and I'm not making this stuff up.
Btw..I'm getting a little discouraged about 2012 conspiracy theories. I'm not saying that I do or don't believe it. But telling someone my age or younger that we have two years to live makes me look forward to nothing. If the world was really coming to an end in two years then what's the point of going to school,getting married,having children, dreams goals and ambitions? I'm always paranoid that I'm going to die a slow d painful death. What will happen 2012? I don't even care anymore I just don't want to Feel it.
-the end...srosly

POLICE SHOOTING AT BART STATION - OSCAR GRANT

Sad video to show you. I know, I know, "Debbie downer." But its important to keep people alert on the atrocities of this country. This video is of a African American male named Oscar Grant being shot in the back by police. The video explains itself and can be a little hard to watch. But I demand justice for Oscar Grant. I dedicate this blog to his (Oscar's) daughter because she lost her daddy to poor judgment. There are several other video of this mans death that were captured on film. But everytime I watch it...I feel so outraged. Ill never forget his face against the ground the second before and after he was killed. REST IN PEACE OSCAR GRANT.

WARNING: THIS VIDEO MAKES YOU WANT TO FIND THE COP WHO DID THIS AND SPIT IN HIS FACE.

QUESTION: WHY DID THE POLICE CONFISCATE THE WITNESSES VIDEOS? WHY WERE PEOPLE WHO SAW ALL OF THIS TRANSPIRE FORCED TO LEAVE THEIR CELLULAR PHONES AND CAMERAS? WHAT WERE THE COPS TRYING TO HIDE?